My Sweet 16!!!! YEAH!!!!

Wow..I cant believe I havent updated my blog for a long tym...oh well..wats the fuss...

Anyway,
I had my Last-minute sweet 16 party...
Only wit GKs bcoz i didnt have tym to plan and set things up...
At first, i dont have the mood to celebrate bcoz I tot " wat to celebrate??Its just a birthday..an ordinary one which i'll have evry year..."
But then, things change...bcoz I tot " hey,this is ur birthday..u r GETTING OLD!!! Celebrate it while u can"...
So, I plan pun yg last minute...
I plan the party 6 hrs b4 the party...
Could u imagine??!..haha....But I was rather shocked and happy bcoz the party run smoothly and in a fun way....although it is last minute...
ishk3...
The anime Leona showed us was really FUNNY!! ..
Especially the part abt the exam...
DEATH the KID was so hilarious...I wish i could pinjam the anime from leona soon...
First thing to do is get a pendrive..bcoz I really need it...
I lost mine ...urggg..Im so careless..

Anyway,
After I got home...
My family took me to dinner...
I was so tired that I dont have the mood to laugh..
after that, I cried*when they arent watchin'* bcoz I regret it...
I regret that I didnt make a happy face wit them..
they r really trying so hard to cheer me up..
and I only able to look lifeless in front of them....
HuhuT.T
We went to a Japanese Steamboat Restaurant.....
The place has only few food...i couldnt even eat a single food..
bcoz i dont even know wat im eating since its a japanese restaurant....
and not to mention,few customers...only two...
uggg....
and there's this food which look like intestine...but its a fish covered with edible plastic which is rolled in "panjang2" way...

Sorry..Its terbalik...I 4got to rotate it...hehe..

Haha!!!...my youngest sis...she looks very FUNNY in this pix..haha..

After dinner,we went home...
Im ready to open my presents...
But then,tiba2 my dad call me..
so I came down to him..
HE BOUGHT ME PRESENTS!!!!!
hehe....
Maybe some people think it as "ow..okay...."
BUT I THINK ITS GREAT!!!!!!!

He Bought me a ....FISHING ROD!!!!!
So Cool!!!

...
hehe....
I really love it..
bcoz baru2 nie, i went fishing wit my family...
and I think I love fishing..hahaha..
I feel so calm...bcoz I get to feel the breeze of the sea...

Here it is....
Its so cool...It looks like a bit gothic or emo...but at least its stylish..
maybe all these while,my parent thought that's my style..but im not emo okay..

It has "RAVEN"written on it...with wings....so cool..mcm wing si celine pulak tu...


im so happy..i feel like hugging them but i dont dare...hehe...^.^..I never hug my mother since im little..huhuT.T

After that...tym to open my friends' presents!!!especially from GK...

..I REALLY LOVE THEM ALL..

They r all awesome...
I got
- 2 super cool and stylish and very pretty T-shirts...
1 from leona,and 1 from celine......OMG! I really love the tulisan and pokok kelapa from leona's and the glittery butterfly from celine's.....I cant wait to wear it...THANK U LEON and CEL!!!

- A very cool Cancer gelas which i love sooooo MUCH!!! and a bracelet and anting2...
I really love the graphics on the gelas...so trendy and ELEGANT..the bracelet was so pretty!!!!!!!!....I love it...!!!!Thanx Joanne!!!! sayang ow i didnt have any lubang anting2 on my telinga..oredy tutup ow...

- the biggestpresentwrapped from cat is satu bantal...
so kawaii....^.^....and comfy too....really love it...special lg tu...bukan calang2 man...after this,i cant enjoy my sleep...without having any difficulties.....yeah!!!!!!!!!Thanx Cat!!!!

- kawaii/ super cute small patung from yvonne!!!
btl2 mcm dlm sticker yg yvonne usually use...they r really pretty and cute...alar..kalau gini,tpaksa la sy di uluk oleh caselle..kuwang hasam..nnt dia ckp sy suka patung lg...kuwang hasam punya cousin!...

- and lastly, a "kidz" patung from daniel...
hahaha...KIDZ lg tu...hahaha...I am really shocked when I heard from cat that daniel had actually bought me present...haha..never really expecting it....cute!^.^..kawaii punya patung...huhu...i feel guilty that i didnt even remembered his birthday*but now i know la*..and didnt give him any present...huhu..anyway,GAMSAHAMNIDA*ngam ka itu spell dia?* oppa!! lost contact oredy ow..

I REALLY LOVE My birthday this year....It's not much but I have all the people I love celebrating it with me....

THANX GALS!!! GENK KARATZ FOREVER....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

FLASHBACKS! is so Fun!

I love flashbacks especially the happy ones...
Actually my Nokia Hp*the hp yg u can still pungut after buang sana anjing* broke down
and I dont have hp...
Then, I was so frustrated again after finding out that I lost my 016 number...
at first I tot I lost my Bro's number but that day my mom checked,she said the number yg ilang was mine...I went BERSERK!
I was running around the house like org gila coz I lost that number..
Patutla all these while I wonder that nobody came to look for me or sms me or even call me...so hairan but rupa2nya I lost my number pulak...

Okay,
back to the Hp thingy..
So,I found my old and rosak Nokia N73 *the hp mcm ckgu Maginis..kekeke*.. stuffed in my mum's drawer..
I fixed it and was so happy of coz..
As I was browsing through the hp stuff..I found these stuff inside it... HEHEHE!!!

FLASHBACKS STARTS...

Keke...gadis KADAZAN terakhir...they're my cuz

My cuzzies!

Hehehe..I love this pix..Brings a lot of crazy moments...
If I'm not mistaken,it was sukan last year...
wakaka.....LOL,Celynn...
S.s drg tym di KFC..Nie lagi dua org budakz...S.S ja tau..haha..

Haha...cheers to alat bantuan!

HAHAHA!

Alat bantuan helped me a lot!

Especially the part where I cant shed any tears..I thought I was the only one...
I tot at first that I'm WEIRD and FREAKYbcoz I cant shed any tear...
Rupa2nya ada lagi...hehe...

CHEERS TO
ALAT BANTUAN!

Anyway...
I saw u guys play 'lipat binasa'
But huhu=.=
I didnt see chelsea do the monkey dance...
If i see kan..I'll laugh my heart out...
Maybe cikgu JiMMY datang tue pg kasi diam....
haha...
kesian chelsea...u guys bully her...

Komapta....Gamsahamnida

Hoho...

No worries...

I know u're suffering...
we all are
Sometimes I regret for bringing this matter and fussing abt it til evrybody's hurt...

Yes...

I know how it feels to fall in love...
Been there,done that...(hehe)
I don't blame you...
who could stop LOVE?
once you're in it,it'll be hard for to go out...

hehe...and...
Don't even bother to forget him...
I've been trying to 4get for a year or so...
It's hard...

Maybe this matter has something to do me...
I always prayed to GOD that someday he'll help me 4get him..
only now I know that I can only 4get someone if my friend like him too...
It's okay if you like him..
Then,i'll tell you my experience for these past month..
we'll be like sisters...haha....chewah!
I don't want him to be the path a friendship will end..
the more I think of it
I really don't know why I would fall for a "bikin panas;trip cool" guy like him
lawak owh when I come to think abt it

and,
Maybe after this,
I can 4get him...
(i hope so)

But you know what,
when I accidently said abt the matter on FB,
actually I was signifying my past experience in F.2
(all GK know abt that story,right?and I sure u know bt that side of a story too...)
I never tot u could terasa..
and...
when you post that comment..
I realise bout our situation...
then,
that's when that matter hit me...

Once again,
I'm really sorry for bringing this up...

I'm sorry too
becoz I didnt tegur you

I hope u'll understand
What I'm going through now
Is too painful for me
I dont intend to ignore you
But somehow
I just couldn't bear to face you and him

So Forgive me!
Biannhe...

So,
even if you try to talk to me..
I still couldn't do it...
maybe I'll be acting "cold" to you...
But
after I cool down,
then I'll tegur you...
I sorry
I hope u'll understand
Maybe,
I'll want to change place anywhere in class
So that i won't face him...

Huhu..
...LOVE is a BIG word...

and
one more thing,
you r not a BIaoTCH bha...
I only said that because I read ur blog
LOL^0^
U said it in ur blog
Im just against it...
When I said "until you change"
I meant it for evryone
"you" there doesnt mean YOU..
its like a saying,
Means that people should change the attitude
that others dont like abt somebody
Maybe I wrote it using the wrong sentence...
Maybe u look at it at a different perspective...
tarik balik la tue ayat...
bikin panaz owh tue ayat...
4get it la..

Good Girls Gone Bad!!!

OMG!!! I will never forget the day I went to the coolest party EVER!!!!! Joanne, u r the coolest!!! I'm still remembering that day owhh.... I drank red wine and guess what?? I got drunk and dance!! OMG! I never been so confident ever in my whole life...maybe its the effect of the alcohol...

I was really having fun until I forgot abt taking pictures...Fireworks and music pumpin' and dance...what could possibly go wrong..and Joanne's was fussing and stressing abt people will got bored...Who could possibly be bored at Joanne's party?! It was the coolest..I dare whoever dare to say the party's boring..haha..anyway,

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN JOANNE!!!

Still LOL-ing!

OMyGosh! I almost burst my tummy becoz of laughing today...it's all bcoz Joanne's webcam la dat...haha...I'm burst into tears just by seeing the stupid face that we make..
although I really wanted to go karaoke with them them BUT damn broadband..they SUCKS sometimes!..But I really had much fun while me,leona , joanne and celynn took these pictures...I really tried my best not to laugh my head off coz my parents were sleeping upstairs...

~Some of the Pix that we took~

Joanne is Really making Laugh
evrytime i see this Picture..

This Too!

At Last,a decent picture of us being good...
BUT you haven't seen nothin' yet!

See! Told ya...you've seen nothin' yet..
I'm laughing my ass out at that..and now too.....
AttenTion!
-Penyakit Wakaka strikes again!~

I'm still laughing!

LOL! still struggling too settle down!

okay! LOL..why is it on ma face?!

After seeing that, you haven't seen the other right? that is just 40% of it...haha...I'm happy today..LOL...it reminds me of Enchanted we saw yesterday during BM class...Giselle look so innocent and the boys in our class started to shout,"Tekanan! Tekanan!" especially when Giselle discovered how to feel ANGRY!..hahaha...nyway, today I made my own version of Genk Karatz Vid...But so hard to upload that...anyway..toDDleS!~~

Intro...Preface....hahaha...LOL...

I hate it when I started to 4get all of my passwords...luckily,I still remember my friendster' password or my life would be ruin 4eva...if I 4get that one,i'll surely 4get the others...and I have to make a new profile for the 5th time...and now I have a new BLOG!(my 2nd BLOG..hehe...still blame it on the forgetness disorder..well,I 4got the passworD)...well,i have no regretion on making a new blog as the 1st one is a total CRAP! I hate it....well,because (1) I hate it (2) I hate it and (3) I don't like it...huhu...i can't even find any good templates...i ask Celynn to help me with it but she can't...haha...wanna know why.......BECAUSE of the PASSWORD of course....hahaha...LOL...i'm feel so retarded!(coz what i'm sayin till this point doesn't make sense...)...sorry guys....i still had to work on my english.....so excuse me for my mistake...and i'm so sorry for all my lame jokes....i want to be funny BUT all my jokes doesn't make sense...
huhu....FORGETNESS DISORDER!!!

I am so... TOTALLY MISSING TWILIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!Currently hearing DECODE by PARAMORE, the OST in Twilight....owh GOD,I miss Edward Cullen...he's so cute...I've been liking him since he was in Harry Potter:Goblet of Fire.....But I hate it when they end his character just by letting his character die in the movie....he starred as Cho's Boyfriend...Cho's the girl Harry had a crush on.....huhu...talking about Crush,i had just remembered about my crush on a guy in my school....I just couldn't 4get bout him...shyt!this is really hurtin' me...I hope I could 4get him sooner and just be FRIENDS...huhu...now,i'm hearing Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade which TOTALLY remind me of him...this song will always reminds me of him...i just don't no why....It doesn't even have any connection with my life but the song really suits him...hahaha....i'm so weird sometimes...my Genk knows that too...
Genk Karatz....
That what my group's being called.....It started just as a name to signifies our group...BUt then,we got on serious on it and build a PROFESSIONAL ORGANISATION on Fs...haha..BUT just for the 9 of us....but Kenny joined it all of the sudden...But that doesn't mean he's in the group.....okay,stop talking bout Kenny or it'll never ends.....haha..our GenG consist of:
- Me
- Leona(Group Leader) aka Kishona
- Celine aka Celynn ( no difference except the spelling)
- Catharina aka Cat (with a shorter name)
- Colette aka Col8 ( I just used my cousin's style on spelling her name as they have the same name)
- Joanne Aka Ju-on ( as the famous ghost...hahahahah...)
- Quinnie aka FISHBALL ( hahaha...it suits her coz of her rounded face)
- Yvonne aka U-Know Yunho, the group leader of a Korean Band which ME,CAT and Yvon admires the most,TVXQ/DBSK)but i don't know if they still admirer the band..me?i'm still in love with DBSK.......Yongwonhe TohoShinki!
- and Lastly,the last member entered our group, AUDREY aka Suts(Sutung in long name)hahah...until now I still don't know why they call her that....
Our group have been through a lot last year...some of us sometimes fight....some of us hated each other.....BUT Friendship Will Last Longer Than Anger......
That's why,at the end of each day, we would still held each other hand and go home happily...well,we didn't actually held hands coz our group leader doesn't like it....she thinks it too Girlish....haha...SORRY LEON!.....To be Honest, I hated it too......as much as her...that's why I can get along with her...when I started schooling in SM St. Michael, Penampang...Leona, Colette and Celine was my very Best Friends...and now,I still treat them as my Bestest Friends....Bcoz BFFs is the friends you had the first time you entered the school and still stick with you until now....because they didn't judge you the first time they introduced themselves to you...and I still remembered that ol' Suseela aka SUSHI who sat beside me the first time I entered the class.....She was so qiuet then,we didn't even talk to each other more than a minute.....huhu..well,except for school work...I miss her so much that now she went to study in Canada...hrmmm...what is she be doing right now?is she doing fine just like the first time I was in my new school?huhu....