My Sweet 16!!!! YEAH!!!!

Wow..I cant believe I havent updated my blog for a long tym...oh well..wats the fuss...

Anyway,
I had my Last-minute sweet 16 party...
Only wit GKs bcoz i didnt have tym to plan and set things up...
At first, i dont have the mood to celebrate bcoz I tot " wat to celebrate??Its just a birthday..an ordinary one which i'll have evry year..."
But then, things change...bcoz I tot " hey,this is ur birthday..u r GETTING OLD!!! Celebrate it while u can"...
So, I plan pun yg last minute...
I plan the party 6 hrs b4 the party...
Could u imagine??!..haha....But I was rather shocked and happy bcoz the party run smoothly and in a fun way....although it is last minute...
ishk3...
The anime Leona showed us was really FUNNY!! ..
Especially the part abt the exam...
DEATH the KID was so hilarious...I wish i could pinjam the anime from leona soon...
First thing to do is get a pendrive..bcoz I really need it...
I lost mine ...urggg..Im so careless..

Anyway,
After I got home...
My family took me to dinner...
I was so tired that I dont have the mood to laugh..
after that, I cried*when they arent watchin'* bcoz I regret it...
I regret that I didnt make a happy face wit them..
they r really trying so hard to cheer me up..
and I only able to look lifeless in front of them....
HuhuT.T
We went to a Japanese Steamboat Restaurant.....
The place has only few food...i couldnt even eat a single food..
bcoz i dont even know wat im eating since its a japanese restaurant....
and not to mention,few customers...only two...
uggg....
and there's this food which look like intestine...but its a fish covered with edible plastic which is rolled in "panjang2" way...

Sorry..Its terbalik...I 4got to rotate it...hehe..

Haha!!!...my youngest sis...she looks very FUNNY in this pix..haha..

After dinner,we went home...
Im ready to open my presents...
But then,tiba2 my dad call me..
so I came down to him..
HE BOUGHT ME PRESENTS!!!!!
hehe....
Maybe some people think it as "ow..okay...."
BUT I THINK ITS GREAT!!!!!!!

He Bought me a ....FISHING ROD!!!!!
So Cool!!!

...
hehe....
I really love it..
bcoz baru2 nie, i went fishing wit my family...
and I think I love fishing..hahaha..
I feel so calm...bcoz I get to feel the breeze of the sea...

Here it is....
Its so cool...It looks like a bit gothic or emo...but at least its stylish..
maybe all these while,my parent thought that's my style..but im not emo okay..

It has "RAVEN"written on it...with wings....so cool..mcm wing si celine pulak tu...


im so happy..i feel like hugging them but i dont dare...hehe...^.^..I never hug my mother since im little..huhuT.T

After that...tym to open my friends' presents!!!especially from GK...

..I REALLY LOVE THEM ALL..

They r all awesome...
I got
- 2 super cool and stylish and very pretty T-shirts...
1 from leona,and 1 from celine......OMG! I really love the tulisan and pokok kelapa from leona's and the glittery butterfly from celine's.....I cant wait to wear it...THANK U LEON and CEL!!!

- A very cool Cancer gelas which i love sooooo MUCH!!! and a bracelet and anting2...
I really love the graphics on the gelas...so trendy and ELEGANT..the bracelet was so pretty!!!!!!!!....I love it...!!!!Thanx Joanne!!!! sayang ow i didnt have any lubang anting2 on my telinga..oredy tutup ow...

- the biggestpresentwrapped from cat is satu bantal...
so kawaii....^.^....and comfy too....really love it...special lg tu...bukan calang2 man...after this,i cant enjoy my sleep...without having any difficulties.....yeah!!!!!!!!!Thanx Cat!!!!

- kawaii/ super cute small patung from yvonne!!!
btl2 mcm dlm sticker yg yvonne usually use...they r really pretty and cute...alar..kalau gini,tpaksa la sy di uluk oleh caselle..kuwang hasam..nnt dia ckp sy suka patung lg...kuwang hasam punya cousin!...

- and lastly, a "kidz" patung from daniel...
hahaha...KIDZ lg tu...hahaha...I am really shocked when I heard from cat that daniel had actually bought me present...haha..never really expecting it....cute!^.^..kawaii punya patung...huhu...i feel guilty that i didnt even remembered his birthday*but now i know la*..and didnt give him any present...huhu..anyway,GAMSAHAMNIDA*ngam ka itu spell dia?* oppa!! lost contact oredy ow..

I REALLY LOVE My birthday this year....It's not much but I have all the people I love celebrating it with me....

THANX GALS!!! GENK KARATZ FOREVER....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

Life isnt easy...with school...

Ugg...School's reopen!

OMG!This gonna kill me...

Although my cuti isnt that great but schools is more worse...
Ugg..havent been onlining for a long tym now,and i didnt even know whats goin on wit my friends...especially wit Joanne...my friend is in crisis while im in my home..sleeping!

Homework?
I havent finished my Chemist hwork..ohGod..save me from Teacher Pat!...please!

Anyway,
Its been a crazy but amazingly fun and awkward week...
Especially when I go back to Kg in Kuala Penyu..Its been a while since I went there..
and i cant beliave they got proper roads on the roadway entering my kampung..

Nad just now,
me and my family celebrated Father's day for my grandpa...
and my father is so drunk..

My father is so weird when he's drunk..
he'll start lecturing people when he's drunk...
I'm used to his gaya oredy..
well,since im the oldest,i'll know it when he's drunk...
and ya..
when he starts lecturing..
i'll be the one who's gonna hear it..
not becoz i wan to but i had to..
if i didnt hear it,he'll get mad again..

Okay,done wit the lecturing thing,
hehehe...i gain a new experience!
I went shopping at 1Borneo...on my own..
well,im wit my bro and sis but without my parents..
Oh God,those 5 hrs is tiring but at least i got wat I wanted..
And I almost bankcrupt ow..
I buy a lot of things but not like the rich kids who buys expensive stuff...
coz i still want to keep my money...
ohya,TUnes closed down,
so kesian ow..
i dont know why the close it..
my parents love to shop there...
and now,its gone..huhuT.T

I cant believe I bought a guy shirt for the 1st tym...in CT Mall...
I dont have any experience in doing that..

I hope celine like this...
huhu..T.T..sorry cel if it sucks...

I think this shirt sucks...

...Wind of change...

LOL...chishi...

This has nuthin to do with the title...
its actually the title of a actology...

Huhu...my cuti is so damn boring!
But at least I dont have to get up early everyday..
But..
what makes it more boring is that..
MY MUM took the broadband away from me.
which makes my life more boring than ever...
it sucks..
NOW,
she took the broadband away,
i had to make bargains with her...
its either wash the dishes..or do house chores..
urgghhh...this sucks..
and I "thought" holiday suppose to be "FUN"

Its been a while since I update my blog..
been very busy these couple of days..
busy sleeping..
busy playing games..."BORING GAMES"
busy...
busy...
busy...
Busy doing nothing..

Anyway,
Me and my family went to cp last monday..
we watched NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2..
which is amizingly funny..
I tot it was boring b4..
til joanne said it was funny
then,i decided to watch it and I dont regret a thing...
yeah,its was funny..
and the part where the 3 angels showed up and started singing..
they look like Jonas Brothers especially when they sang "lovebug"..

Suprisingly I saw my seniors there...
I saw Bradley, Ornel, Daniel, Jordan...and I think I saw his sis too...*Bradley's sister*
And later,
I saw Jane too..
and Sierra...
and dudes from La salle who i known in sunday school...
Well,it holidays..
so there's no suprise that everyone want to go to Centre Point...

I wonder how many would go to 1Borneo..
could be plenty,i guess?

Well,thats all for now...

Im suppose to go to KK today with GK but my mum forced me to go "sumwhere"
*couldnt tell*..
so I cant go hang out wit GK...huhu..T.T....

anyway,im signing off now...
from Facebook...
from Friendster*suprisingly,i still checked my Fs*
and abt to log off from Blogger after I post this...
so, Bub-bye...

Anyeong Gaseyo!..
*I wonder if ornel have any other words to teach me and Joanne*

FLASHBACKS! is so Fun!

I love flashbacks especially the happy ones...
Actually my Nokia Hp*the hp yg u can still pungut after buang sana anjing* broke down
and I dont have hp...
Then, I was so frustrated again after finding out that I lost my 016 number...
at first I tot I lost my Bro's number but that day my mom checked,she said the number yg ilang was mine...I went BERSERK!
I was running around the house like org gila coz I lost that number..
Patutla all these while I wonder that nobody came to look for me or sms me or even call me...so hairan but rupa2nya I lost my number pulak...

Okay,
back to the Hp thingy..
So,I found my old and rosak Nokia N73 *the hp mcm ckgu Maginis..kekeke*.. stuffed in my mum's drawer..
I fixed it and was so happy of coz..
As I was browsing through the hp stuff..I found these stuff inside it... HEHEHE!!!

FLASHBACKS STARTS...

Keke...gadis KADAZAN terakhir...they're my cuz

My cuzzies!

Hehehe..I love this pix..Brings a lot of crazy moments...
If I'm not mistaken,it was sukan last year...
wakaka.....LOL,Celynn...
S.s drg tym di KFC..Nie lagi dua org budakz...S.S ja tau..haha..

Careers?Family business?

This week is so weird..

Suddenly the career topic was talked abt a lot this week...
Which is so FREAKY and WEIRD!

The first was when I was chatting with Leon,Celine and Chelsea...
We were just talking abt our ambition and...
the four of us havent even decide on which job we want to take..
The second time was when Petrina asked me and celine on that same day...
owww kkkkay..
Super majorly weird?!

And then yesterday..
my dad asked me on which sector is developing in MaLAYSIA...
and what KK will be in the next 8 yrs..
I feel so weird coz my dad tiba2 ceramah me and my bro abt it...in the car...going to cT mall...
*It was meant for me and my sibling but they're still too young to understand*

At first I dont know what my dad's point is..
then after arriving at cT mall,
my dad continue the ceramah again..
*that's what happen to my dad if he starts a ceramah*
and he said that you cannot rely on ur study only..
bcoz u'll never know whether u'll get a job after graduating or not...
He said,"that's why u need to be multi-talented"
Now only I realise that all those ceramah was meant for me...
since I want to stop my piano class
*whish is very pain-in-the-ass for me*it was tiring*
he was trying to state that...
if la I didnt have any job after I graduate,
I would still continue my parent's business in music..since im playing music instrument..
all of us are except my mummy which is our manager..
he said that we could open a music class in Ethnic Channel Pro.
and the teachers will be me,my bro and 2 sis..

I got excited especially the part in which we get to become a music teacher...
hehe...
that'll be so cool..
then it'll be just like D'Angels...

THEN...
THE BEST PART IS TODAY...
He bought each of us a new instrument...
He was so semangat when it comes to music...
so we'll gonna play two instrument now...
SO COOL..


So now,
My bro will be playing Classical Guitar
and DRUMS!!!!

Kawaii...

MY 3rd SIS,Josselyn...
*which is new to music,since she didnt attend any music class*
will be playing GUITAR and
VOCALS!!!!
So cool...
She'll be like Taylor Swift!
haha..
and MILEY CYRUS...(eww@.@)

My youngest sis,Jasmine..
is playing keyboard and...
VIOLIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me.LIKE.IT!

and
Lastly...
me??
I'll be playing...
*jeng*jeng*jeng!*

PIANO and
FLUTEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!



The bad part is I have to improve my breathing
which is super hard! T.T
THe best part it
I get to play something unusual....
hehe...

Haha...cheers to alat bantuan!

HAHAHA!

Alat bantuan helped me a lot!

Especially the part where I cant shed any tears..I thought I was the only one...
I tot at first that I'm WEIRD and FREAKYbcoz I cant shed any tear...
Rupa2nya ada lagi...hehe...

CHEERS TO
ALAT BANTUAN!

Anyway...
I saw u guys play 'lipat binasa'
But huhu=.=
I didnt see chelsea do the monkey dance...
If i see kan..I'll laugh my heart out...
Maybe cikgu JiMMY datang tue pg kasi diam....
haha...
kesian chelsea...u guys bully her...

Honey...

Love this song!
They look like korean dolls!

Honey
By KARA

Nan Nan Nan neo eobseumyeon
Nan Nan Nan neo animyeon
Nan Nan Nan sal su eobtjanha (OOH)
LET'S GO

(OOH~)

Ajikdo seollaeyeo
Neoman bomyeoneun tteollyeo
Moreuncheok hago nan sipeodo
Nune boineun ganjeolham
Sumi beokchaseo seulpeowa
Byeongi gipeojyeo apawa
Neomu johaseo geurae
Nae mami kkok neol wonhae

Namanui HONEY HONEY HONEY
Doraseoya hani hani hani
Eonjena nan neo hanamaneul
Wonhago inneunde
OH BABY HONEY HONEY HONEY
Naui mame HONEY HONEY HONEY
Ganjeolhage neo hanamaneul
Barago itjanha

(Nicole:
HEY BABY MY LITTLE HONEY
CAN YOU TELL —SAVE ME
—NO REGRET
I NEED YOU BY MY SIDE
I LOVE YOU DAY AND NIGHT
YOU SAID I KNOW YOUR MIND
NO MORE WORDS JUST SAY GOOD NIGHT)

Neomu johaseo geuraesseo
Babo gachi na byeonhaesseo
Neoman barabwa geurae
Nae mami kkok neol wonhae

Namanui HONEY HONEY HONEY
Doraseoya hani hani hani
Eonjena nan neo hanamaneul
Wonhago inneunde
OH BABY HONEY HONEY HONEY
Naui mame HONEY HONEY HONEY
Ganjeolhage neo hanamaneul
Barago itjanha

Nan Nan Nan neo eobseumyeon
Nan Nan Nan neo animyeon
Nan Nan Nan sal su eobtjanha (OH~~)

LET'S GO
OH (OH)
SAY HO HO (HO HO)
SAY AH-A (AH-A) AH-A (AH-A)
OH ? (OH ?)
SAY HO HO (HO HO)
AH-A (AH-A)
YEAHHH

Namanui HONEY HONEY HONEY
Doraseoya hani hani hani
Eonjena nan neo hanamaneul
Wonhago inneunde
OH BABY HONEY HONEY HONEY
Naui mame HONEY HONEY HONEY
Ganjeolhage neo hanamaneul
Barago itjanha

Namanui HONEY HONEY HONEY
Naui mame HONEY HONEY HONEY
Eonjena nan neo hanamaneul
Barago itjanha

Nan nan nan neo eobseumyeon
Nan nan nan

[TRANSLATION]

If I I I didn’t have you. I I I , without you..
I I I wouldn’t be able to live.

Oh! Let’s go!

My heart still flutters. when i see you, i tremble
Even though i want to pretend like i dont know, you can see the desire in my eyes
I can’t breathe. i’m becoming sad. my illness is getting worse. it’s hurting.
It’s because i like you too much. that’s right, my heart wants you

My only honey honey honey. you have to turn around, honey honey honey
I’ve always wanted you and you only
Oh baby honey honey honey. my heart’s honey honey honey
I’m sincerely looking at you and only you

(Nicole:
HEY BE MY LITTLE HONEY
CAN YOU COME RIGHT HERE AND SAVE ME?
WE’LL MAKE IT ALL OKAY WE’LL MAKE IT SAFE —NO REGRETS
I NEED YOU BY MY SIDE
I LOVE YOU LOTS DAY AND NIGHT
YOU SAID I KNOW YOURE RIGHT
NO MORE WORDS JUST SAY GOOD NIGHT)

It’s because i like you too much, that i turned into a fool
I only look at you. that’s right, my heart wants you

My only honey honey honey. you have to turn around, honey honey honey
I’ve always wanted you and you only
Oh baby honey honey honey. my heart’s honey honey honey
I’m sincerely looking at you and only you

If I I I didn’t have you. I I I , without you..
I I I wouldn’t be able to live.

OH!
LETS GO
OH (OH)
SAY HO HO (HO HO)
SAY AH-A (AH-A) AH-A (AH-A)
OH? (OH?)
SAY HO HO (HO HO)
AH-A (AH-A)
YEAHHH

My only honey honey honey. you have to turn around, honey honey honey
I’ve always wanted you and you only
Oh baby honey honey honey. my heart’s honey honey honey
I’m sincerely looking at you and only you

Oh baby honey honey honey. my heart’s honey honey honey
I’m sincerely looking at you and only you

If I I I didn’t have you I I I

im not ready...=.=

I'm not ready...

To face FAILURE...
I think I'm gonna fail HISTORY!

Last time I almost fail owh!
ALMOST!

Just now,I help celynn and quin and "terer" with their Kebajikan thingy
*si terer no.1 nie,ony GK ja tau..if u wanna know who is it,ask me personally*
ya...I help them...
So kind kan me?
Wanna know what I do??
I JUST WATCH...haha...

Anyway, I go blablabla abt SEJARAH just now...
the 3 of us*GK* can't do it...
but terer can...
hish....me.so.jealous...
but I only believe heR if the result kuar oredy...


okay...
I read ur blog..
so..
is he going after this holiday?

....I'm not ready....

I wonder why I can't cry when a very painful event happen
then,
I watched OPraH after I came back from school
...and found out that there r others like me...

Before this I cant even express my sadness so much
only little tears came out
in order to let the tears fall
I use "alat bantuan"

when I'm sad
I suddenly like to watch KOREAN drama
hehe..
this time its Boys Over Flower
and I also hear sad songs...
These are my "alat bantuan"
they oways makes me cry
so after this
dont hairan if I use a lot of korean words...
hehe...

...hehe...
I oways day-dreaming owh lately..
...its weird...

...I'm not ready...
=.=

Komapta....Gamsahamnida

Hoho...

No worries...

I know u're suffering...
we all are
Sometimes I regret for bringing this matter and fussing abt it til evrybody's hurt...

Yes...

I know how it feels to fall in love...
Been there,done that...(hehe)
I don't blame you...
who could stop LOVE?
once you're in it,it'll be hard for to go out...

hehe...and...
Don't even bother to forget him...
I've been trying to 4get for a year or so...
It's hard...

Maybe this matter has something to do me...
I always prayed to GOD that someday he'll help me 4get him..
only now I know that I can only 4get someone if my friend like him too...
It's okay if you like him..
Then,i'll tell you my experience for these past month..
we'll be like sisters...haha....chewah!
I don't want him to be the path a friendship will end..
the more I think of it
I really don't know why I would fall for a "bikin panas;trip cool" guy like him
lawak owh when I come to think abt it

and,
Maybe after this,
I can 4get him...
(i hope so)

But you know what,
when I accidently said abt the matter on FB,
actually I was signifying my past experience in F.2
(all GK know abt that story,right?and I sure u know bt that side of a story too...)
I never tot u could terasa..
and...
when you post that comment..
I realise bout our situation...
then,
that's when that matter hit me...

Once again,
I'm really sorry for bringing this up...

I'm sorry too
becoz I didnt tegur you

I hope u'll understand
What I'm going through now
Is too painful for me
I dont intend to ignore you
But somehow
I just couldn't bear to face you and him

So Forgive me!
Biannhe...

So,
even if you try to talk to me..
I still couldn't do it...
maybe I'll be acting "cold" to you...
But
after I cool down,
then I'll tegur you...
I sorry
I hope u'll understand
Maybe,
I'll want to change place anywhere in class
So that i won't face him...

Huhu..
...LOVE is a BIG word...

and
one more thing,
you r not a BIaoTCH bha...
I only said that because I read ur blog
LOL^0^
U said it in ur blog
Im just against it...
When I said "until you change"
I meant it for evryone
"you" there doesnt mean YOU..
its like a saying,
Means that people should change the attitude
that others dont like abt somebody
Maybe I wrote it using the wrong sentence...
Maybe u look at it at a different perspective...
tarik balik la tue ayat...
bikin panaz owh tue ayat...
4get it la..

I HOPE YOU READ THIS!!!

Have you ever wonder why GOD invented separation and LOVE and conflicts at the same time?

Well,i've been...

Whenever there's separation,some people would likely ask GOD "WHY?WHY IS THIS HAPPENING!??"

GOD answers(hehe..my own dialogue)

People separate only to find each other again...

Whenever there is love,people will simply said tell GOD,"I'm SO HAPPY...WILL HE BE MINE??"

God answer(hehe..my own dialogue again,dont blame GOD)

Depends,if you do something abt it..maybe he'll be urs someday...

And,
Whenever there's conflict...well..there's many type of conflicts,-work conflicts, school conflicts,family conflicts, friend conflicts and LOVE conflicts...

What im talking abt here is LOVE and FRIEND conflict combined together...

Whenever there's conflicts in the air,only then people will realise the existence of GOD and simply ask "WHY IS THIS HAPPENING?"

Im not signifying anyone but ME...

Today has been a very moody day for ME...
The thing is...-I cried in church today...BIKIN MALU...
there's this uncle sat beside me was staring at me...I think the priest saw me crying too..
and the worst part is my parents were lyk kasi malu me again..huhu..jaat owh themm...My mom suddenly sang..."kasih tuhan melembut kan ginawo"..LOL....she was actually talking abt me..
because I cried during the song...
" Mengasihi,mengasihi lebih sungguh...
Tuhan lebih dulu mengasihi kepadaku...
Mengasihi,mengasihi lebih sungguh..."
Then it continues with mengampuni and menghargai...

I was really semangat to go to church today even though my dad marah2 in the car bcoz I was the last one to go into the car and my sistas is oredy late to go to Sunday.School...And I think I really learned a lot today...Very much everything abt friendship...

Well,that's what I'm having now..-a Friendship crisis-

I thank GOD becoz I'm in this situation...

EVEN THOUGH I AM REALLY HURT BY EVERY ACTION that she did...

It really hurts me most is that when he's with her-IN FRONT of me...
sometimes just a few inches from me...
It also hurt me that she oredy knew abt my feelings for him for a year and still - this could be avoided...
well,he was the one that changes me a lot..I never even cried for a guy like I did to him,I was acting kinda strange smpai my mom worried...I started acting kinda ber-jiwang *LOL* and a lil bit girlish..if dulu I only wore black clothes,now my wardrobe is full with rainbow colored shirts..

AND THE WORST IS...
the fact that he-......well,its up to her to figure it out...I even think of ending my life if I'd never see him ever again....

BUT,u know what?

I really lyk the phrase,

" EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON"

God has his own ways too...

Hey friends or anyone who have friends and ever been to this situation....

DON'T you realise that,

these situation actually contribute a lot on ur friendship?

WE FIGHT ,and WE HATE...
- only to realise how fragile our friendship is..
- lyk I said,

GOD HAS HIS OWN WAYS

THIS IS
-his way of showing us how we never cared for each other before...
- his way of showing us and reminding us to keep improvising ourselves..
-his way of showing us how bad and selfish we've been and not realising other's feeling...
- his way of showing us to get back to reality adn care for others...
- his way of telling us what to do in this situation...

Remember this song?
" Mengasihi,mengasihi lebih sungguh...
Tuhan lebih dulu mengasihi kepadaku...
Mengasihi,mengasihi lebih sungguh..."
Then it continues with mengampuni and menghargai...


The song tells me to LOVE her even though she hurts me,
tells me to FORGIVE HER even though before this,I tell myself not to forgive her...
and
to CHERISH her as my BEST FRIEND and I really hope she'll consider me as her Best friend..
Becoz lately,
It saddens me because I feel so far from her even though she's beside me...
IT saddens me more than the thing with him..

It really touched me on how it really relate with this situation..

I was really hurt by her actions and
I hope she'll never do that to anybody ever again...
It really hurts...

she's been to this situation where we get hurt bcoz there's others who lyk ur crush too...
at least ko bru skejap...
Me? I like him for a year oredy...

well,u know what..I think he lyks u too....hehe...
and Ifthings work out with you guys...
I really don't want to be the pole between u guys..
(pissstttt...*whispering* I am oredy a pole just by looking at my body...haha)

one things for sure..he'll never like me...
at least you have done something to get closer to him..
like god says ( my dialogue)
"Depends,if you do something abt it..maybe he'll be urs someday..."

and,most important!
I dont want any of us to fight...
REMEMBER: I'm the one suffering here..not you guys...
So, IT HURTS me MORE if you guys fight...

YOU ARE NOT A BIaoTCh,okay!
This is my word! Which comes from my heart!
Well,itu pun if u promise u'll change...
for the sake of others and urself...
Becoz I dont like other people messing with GK's members..
"YOU MESS WITH ONE,YOU MESS WITH US ALL"

nobody's a BIaoTCH
until she's been called that and still ACT like one
You are not a BIaoTCH....!!!
I AM SO SURE U're a good girl...
u're just innocent
*sorry to say this! but no worries..I'm innocent too bha...haha*
and naive
*even though I dont even know what naive means*

I HOPE YOU READ THIS!!!
i meant for those involve in this...

and lastly,

L-O-V-E is really a B-I-G Word!

Baby, don't blow me a-w-a-y....

I R-E-A-L-L-Y Love this song...there more I hear it,the more I realise its meant for him...

Hey,boy..You know I'm fragile..so don't blow me a-w-a-y....

Especially for HIM...
He Blow me a-w-a-y..
Sometimes he takes my breathe away..
But I know there's no chance between us..u're taken...


Solange - Sandcastle
Who would've known
The rain and the sunshine
Would Ooh Baby Baby
Build up these walls of mine?
And I can't see you or breathe you
Cause there's trouble right beneath you
It's all in the night
But ooh baby baby
Come pick me up in your ride

I'm a cool low Jane
With a skip on my feet
I play tough as nails
With my heart on my sleeve
I'm nothing but a sandcastle
Baby don't blow me away away

Baby I know you do that to all the girls
You know that I'm fragile
Ooh ooh ooh ooh hoo hoo ooh
Bay ba ba ba ba-by
Don't blow me away

Baby I know you do that to all the girls
You know that I'm fragile
Ooh ooh ooh ooh hoo hoo ooh
Bay ba ba ba ba-by
Don't blow me away

Who would've known
The storm of my past times
Would ooh baby make me
Losing the song of the eye
And I can't believe you or read you
Cause the pleasure in your preview
It's all in your eyes
But oh Mr. DJ, baby, can you meet me out side

You're a old school dude
With a kick on your shoes
You got groove in your hand
The way you spin those tunes
I'm nothing but a sand castle
Baby don't blow me away away

Baby I know you do this to all the girls
But Baby I'm fragile
Ooh ooh ooh ooh hoo hoo ooh
Bay ba ba ba ba-by
Don't blow me away

Baby I know you do that to all the girls
You know that I'm fragile
Ooh ooh ooh ooh hoo hoo ooh
Bay ba ba ba ba-by
Don't blow me away

Ooh and just like the ocean
Lays right there behind me
Look over my sandcastle
And there's a sight to see
Don't blow me away
Don't blow me baby
Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba
ba ba ba ba ba ba ba Ooh baby

I know you do that to all the girls
You know that I'm fragile
Ooh ooh ooh ooh hoo hoo ooh
Bay ba ba ba ba-by
Don't blow me away Baby
I know you do that to all the girls
You know that I'm fragile
Ooh ooh ooh ooh hoo hoo ooh
And bay ba ba ba ba-by
Please don't blow me away
Away Away
Ba ba-da, ba ba ooh ooh
Away away x2
Ba ba-da, ba ba ooh ooh
Ba ba-da, ba ba ooh ooh

this song was sang by Beyonce's sister, Solange Knowles...It was an old song...so,if you think you've heard it somewhere last year,you're right...